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Minggu, 28 April 2013
The trust and the faith
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Sabtu, 27 April 2013
The Landscaper, The Escapers
It's been a long time since 3 years ago when I am still a boy-scout in senior high school. Today me, and my best-friend will escape again after a long time we didn't do this together. Stayed at different universities are the main reason why we didn't have the same schedule.
It's not the first plan actually, if I am not wrong this is the umpteenth time were planned to escape. We plan it only 1 days before depart, because it will take only two days of escape. Too short actually, but I think its worth to refresh our mind to somewhere were there have minimum access of communication.
I also bring my "FAVORITES KIT" here. I may have to make some picture of it.
SEE YOU TOMORROW WORLD
ps: for 'YOU' this is not because of you, so just relax. I will be fine then ^_^
Jumat, 26 April 2013
My Lovely Parents
It is 5 days I didn't update my blog. Trust me it is hard for me to make new photo's to post everyday. I always trying, but the more i tried the more i were frustrated. Its may i wasn't a professional that able to work under pressure.
Well back to the topic, This post is dedicated to my mom and dad. Thanks for carrying me to this point, become a friend's not just as a parent. Thank's to become a wingless angel when I was a child, become a Friends when I was a teenagers and become my guidance when I meet a problem now. Thanks to accompanying me in love and grief.
Who said that "Yang muda, yang jatuh cinta". I see different fact that my parents are more become the more romantic since I were in college. The true Love will Last forever.
Thanks Mom, Thanks Dad
Sabtu, 20 April 2013
ALL IN HERE
Some of my friend told me that, many people are fall to the wrong hole after a relationship and its problem. They started to away from the creator, doing silly action just for interesting their mates and other action. That's wasn't wrong actually. There is a price for something. But not by sacrificing our pride.
I can't say the true love is always when you cried and touched about what have they done. All I know is, the true one would never hurt each other, no excuse, and always intercepted one another. Thats all simple to say but hard to do. The other truth is people wont to hear anything while they are in that kind of feeling. They just want to hear what are they really want too.
What about Friendship?
All I know is Friendship would everlasting. Like my palls says "The true friend is like a faithful brothers". If we were "Realize", this is totally true. Even a good palls, many people will try stay away from their target after they were afraid to be accepted in relationship or get the air.
Some advice will told to stay away from the target is a good option for self-healing. But if we're realize if just because of that thing we'll end up everything, it would not be the good one. Keep with them even though we're neglected. Help them sincerely.
Sounds hard right. In my opinion ill keep it for me, at least they have bring a good turn over for me. All of yours already In here. I would never forget this things up. I hope we'll find our happiness someday's palls. I am sorry that i cant become a good friends. Thanks for hear my story that sometimes sounds bored.
"Help your fellow to find happiness, then God will prepare yours"
enjoy everyone
Herons logo
Designing logo and template's is an activity that I am enjoyed so much now beside photography. Honestly I am not good in drawing by using canvas or even on paper. My introduction with digital imaging when I was a junior high school. My palls taught me how to use Photoshop then. For the first time i just learned about how to manipulates the digital photo. But when i was in senior high school I learnt it by self. I just opened up the internet looking for inspiration.
Honestly I don't know how that kind of logo was called is heron while it is clearly like a swan. But my girl palls told me that this was "HERON". Whatever she said. I just wonder that some days I would have a creative media company that will used this name, "HERON".
This is my another logo that i design it for "One Step to Six" my first client that come from my friends too. it is a creative web developer.
Enjoy everyone
copyright Jumat, 19 April 2013
My beloved Family
I just opened my "PS Lightroom" folder and find this photos. this photo's was taken at 2012 in my 4th semester. I still remember that i just get recovered from measles or chickenpox.
My family is everything for me. They give an inspiration, support, encouragement, and other happy memory that I never forget and I'll bring it to the death. My father was a wisdom junior high school teacher that even never get a higher education after graduated from senior high school. Not so different My Mom that also has graduated from senior vocational school.
They may not graduated from higher education, they may not understand so much about education in higher degree. That's all I know is, they teach me to life humble whether in a very well condition or in deficient condition.
They taught me to not giving up to the condition, yet, trust to GOD's destiny. My younger brother that always give me inspiration to life as a mature brothers that would help each other. I missed the time when we laugh crazily while you flirt some one, when we play an online-game together, spending whole day only for one game, coffee time together, messed up the home, and other stupid thing. My Sister that always give a a lesson of life, that also become a strong girl when her parent has leave her alone in this world.
Kamis, 18 April 2013
Waiting time and a patient self-test
Waiting is a bored activity in my life, actually. The moment when we do nothing and thinking about weird probability will ruin your mind all day long. Believe or not, the bad or worse condition we expected the most is rare to be happened.
Yet, I woke up from this kind of brain-ruining activity. What we think is what we expect, what you expect is what we hope, and what we hope is what would we get. Think positively is a good thought by the way. Waiting is no longer a bored activity, its a self-test on how patient are we.
And the time when you got something is a surprise. Let the secret save its mystery for us. Let them give us an unexpected moment.
To get surprise is by giving more to other's and expect less about the feed back, yet be careful of what we do, because what we intended to do the good one, were not always accepted by other's. Sooner or later we'll 'realize' of people that care on us. No matter of what care is that.
Enjoy everyone.
copyright 2013
My Holy Kit and My Holy Thought
Choose the creative way to express something is another activity that recently i concern so much in it. Create a story is the hardest way, my friends said. The story itself is more difficult than create the image. I was learn to make a picture intensively in this last 3 years.
For the firs time when i have my first camera ever, i was so happy but also upset at the same time. My knowledge were not enough to handle the technology advancement. Though I was learn from an internet for more than 2 years before while saving money to buy camera, It is still hard. I was learn it by self-taught from internet, social media, online forum, from several friends.
The first year when i bought my second hand DSLR is so much frustrating. I cant make an image like I've thought before. I was almost giving up and sell it. Yet, i discourage it. After a year owning my camera i'am start to understand my 'Wife'. Start from then on, I realize that this is just process of Unknown to be well Known.
This is the second year owning my camera and other equipment. Looks like wasting money so much, right. The thing I am so interested in it beside it's my lovely hobby is, the amount of money that we can get is not a bit. I've just get so many idea this last month because of something have change me to better person. Thanks a lot on this Panda on my kit.
I hope this hobby can give me another livelihood in the future, amen...
enjoy everyone
Selasa, 16 April 2013
Is this made by your girlfriend??? -_-
This is happened for about two weeks ago when I start to learn about paper craft. I begin to love paper craft since about three weeks ago because of something. When I can't sleep at midnight because of my anxiety on someone.
When I have made it, i start to photograph it. I come to several location to take this paper craft portrait. When it is finished, I am forgot to pick it up from my friends camera bag. I borrow his shoulder bag because too silly to bring so many equipment with my backpack (-_-"), and finally he brings his shoulder bag to his campus.
When he bring it to campus, his female friends find my paper craft. Guest what has happened. She ask my friend.
"HEY FID, IS YOUR GIRLFRIEND MAKE THIS, THIS IS WELL DONE FINISHED???"
What a silly, my friends laugh so loud hearing that comment (-_-"). When he told me he laugh again.
Come on, this is not silly, its just like a man who like cooking. I am NORMAL MALE. My heart still flutter when i meet a girls people.
On the other occasion my mom said that too when I make "Swan" and the "Panda". "Are you okay??? its so long time when you made this kind of paper craft."
p.s for some on there:
I was too silly to say hello, and i almost hit by motorcycle because of that silly action.
Senin, 15 April 2013
Panda
I just looking for an article that was telling about totem, about heron's totem, tiger's totem, lion's totem, panda's totem and etc.
I was interested in Panda totem.
"Panda people tend to be very unique people who have a lot of contrasts or conflicts within themselves that may cause them to "hide" rather than really allow themselves to be seen."
Dream Symbolism
To dream of a panda means a need to stop focusing on your worries and problems - what we resist persists.
I just giving a suggestion for panda people then. This time never sleep, why you were sleep at the past and neglect your days, the real time.
Do not give up for what you believe in it so much. Hope more to the God, and expect less about the result. God's plan not always become a good news for us. Because we expect so much towards what has been decide for us.
Keeping the past as the lesson to moving forwards is a better idea. We would never know what the things right if never doing it wrong. Yet, after doing something wrong, just reflect what was going wrong, what must be improve on ours and do the things even better than just 'RIGHT'. If you love it would easier for you. After all thank's to God for the mercy.
This is what I've got after all, I would let everything that I can hold longer. I have a reason why I have to unleash something. The reason may not be acceptable for several people. But for me, it is the best decision i have made, or i have to make.
Just believe that something would never last forever, except the destiny. The destiny that has belong on us since birth. Everything in this world are created on a relation each other, there is plus and minus like When you unleash something you will get something too. It may not the same thing, but that thing come from God for our.
enjoy everyone
Minggu, 14 April 2013
Go get her people... Its better to let her go with her choice...
Women is has a unique personality. They are growing mature faster than man. They can crying without any reason. They are so hard to be understood by man, and other unique habit. Some people may think that it was a such a hard things to do for their woman, some's aren't.
Try first to fight yours. Fight for your that you love so much. Stay with yours that so much meaningful on your life. Appreciate their struggle for you girls. Not all man are like a bird that would stay at any nest only for a while. Some of them would do anything for you. Seems less meaningful for you girls, but it has another meaning for them.
Some's may giving up on certain condition. That kind of condition sometimes cannot understood or even just to tell it for you. There is a time when they can't hold you longer.
This is for everyone, include me, So just respect people near you, at least respect your own feeling.
Enjoy everybody
Sabtu, 13 April 2013
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Minggu, 07 April 2013
YOU
When i can't fall asleep, my mind just keeping on something that I cant hid at all. In this midnight i prayed my prayer for 'You'. I asked my Lord to keeping you away from an evil feeling, unfair suspicion , from a heartache, and from distracting thoughts. Hopefully you will get better opportunity tomorrow... Amen....
Enjoy everyone
Sabtu, 06 April 2013
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Kamis, 04 April 2013
The Most Stupid Think I Would Never Regret
The first we met i was alone. Such a feeling I've ever have for the firs time. Denials is a part of life and the other side is an acceptance. People think I am stupid at everything. The most stupidity I would never regret is i have ever with you.
Rabu, 03 April 2013
just learn it from internet and try to make it
I just learnt it from internet. Looks like a child, i don't mind it. It is simple, but i love it. It is so funny when i made it. It can remember me towards you. i just can say to much then. what does it means.
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Enjoy everybody
Heron can fly, Heron can Stalk
almost everyday waiting, is not a bored time for me, this is just about what time i have to tell something about you. I also knew that my opportunity would less than what i have thought of you. The time when i went freak of something, the time when i enjoy in doing it, the time when i always remember you.
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Everybody thought that my life was so much leeway. But that wasn't the truth. I have a reason why i do that. Keeping smile when you even got bad hurt is the reason why i do this so far. People dint need to know my pain, my feeling, along with the reason. But the reason i keep smiling in front of you, is just because i keep my heart on you.
Enjoy everybody.
"i cant promise perfect relationship, but if you are trying, i am staying"
I have one friends, she is a little bit beautiful and i don't know why i have to write that. She is very kind, she would hear everything from me, though that was just wasting her time. She was like to make an origami, especially Heron, but actually i saw that as a Swan, which one right, that doesn't matter.
She told me when she has a boyfriend some body ever told her, if you can make A-Thousand-Swan then your relationship will last forever. Unfortunately, she never finish it, and about her relationship, i wouldn't give any comment, that's her provision.
Based on her experienced, i just got challenge to make it happen. But how, i am 100% truly gentleman can finish this kind of job??? then the answer is i'll give up (-_-") . I've tried to make it in my whole night, and i just finish one what a pity. Yet, i am not giving up by didn't do anything. Since my hobby is Photography, i would like to create 1000 picture of this origami in 1 years start from today. at least i have to make 3 photo's a day.
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She told me when she has a boyfriend some body ever told her, if you can make A-Thousand-Swan then your relationship will last forever. Unfortunately, she never finish it, and about her relationship, i wouldn't give any comment, that's her provision.
Based on her experienced, i just got challenge to make it happen. But how, i am 100% truly gentleman can finish this kind of job??? then the answer is i'll give up (-_-") . I've tried to make it in my whole night, and i just finish one what a pity. Yet, i am not giving up by didn't do anything. Since my hobby is Photography, i would like to create 1000 picture of this origami in 1 years start from today. at least i have to make 3 photo's a day.
here is my 1st works. the caption was, "waking up in the morning"
If you have a question "so with whom you want your LOVE last forever too???" i would say, i still confused of my destiny. Lol :D
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